Renee is 34. She has been using heroin for about six years. Three months ago a friend found her unresponsive and used naloxone, and she has not been able to shake the memory of it. She is behind on rent, sees her son less than she wants to, and is tired in a way that sleep does not fix.
She also cannot picture getting through a day without using. It is the one thing that quiets what she carries, the withdrawal frightens her, and she has tried to stop before and it did not hold. She is genuinely torn.